Here it is 👇

I still have the right to be happy, right? Literally, I'm so tired of keeping everything in my heart. I don't know how to explain how I feel to the world. I'm jealous of everyone who has the ability to tell their bestfriends or their parents or to the world how they really feel. I just can't do it. Either I don't know how or I don't want to. Everyone may thinks that I'm fool because I don't want anyone else to know how I feel. The reasons are only two. The first is; I know, they're just curious about my problems but they don't really care. The second is; I don't want anyone to know my weakness side, or my breaking point which gives them a chance to hurt me over and over again. I'd rather be judged as a heartless than showing them how I really feel.