New Road?

Even since the day you were born, trust me or not, you may had felt the feeling of pain. You also sometimes had no idea how to deal with pain, how to solve the problem and how to figure out what happened. The one thing that you have to know is, everything is temporary. So, if a good thing happens, appreciate it. And if a bad thing happen, don't fall too deeply into a depression, because it won't last forever anyway. Although to deal with a long period of pain isn't easy, though you sometimes might come to a point where you don't even feel anything anymore, just keep moving, don't stop there.

Though I don't believe in happy endings, I know everything will get better. Even if it will take years but time will definitely heal. Besides, there are also some pains that can be healed but can't be erased. I mean, once you're hurt by someone and you forgive them, you may think it's over. But honey, it doesn't, since pains left scars. I bet you know how hard it is to erase the scars which sometimes will remain a lifetime.


So dear you, we may don't talk anymore, we may have stopped calling each others' names, but trust me, I still love you with all of my heart. There were also times when I said that I will forget you and I hate you. But I did. I did try to forget you, and until right now, I'm still trying, but how come it doesn't work? I did hate you but how come my love is stronger?

And hey, almost everyday, they ask me about you. They asked whether I've forgotten you already or not when they know the truth. So I had to lie that I have forgotten you and everything about us, because darling, it's so painful to talk about past. I really can't deal with that one. It kills me. That's why I've always kept my mouth shut when they talked about you.

Anyway, a very happy birthday to you. I pray that every path that you have chosen will be waged by God. Every road that you take will be filled with happiness. And if you're going trough bad times, know that things don't last forever. Neither the good or bad ones. Geez, I look like a pro but trust me, it may not be easy, but things will get better.

Go make some wishes then blow up the candles. I love you and God bless. Once again, happy birthday, the! xx