Everything

You were right,

I'm out of my mind.

I shouldn't have noticed you.

I shouldn't have loved you since the beginning.

Those mean words that hurt me,

Those painful acts that broke me down,

Those cynical gazes at me that made me insecure,

I didn't mind it all since you're happy.

But do you know?

I'm also not a home where you can come and go whenever you want to.

I'm not a doll whom you can be playing around with.

Do you realize that?

My heart wasn't made by an iron.

My feeling wasn't a game.

However, you hadn't appreciated what I gave you.

Not even for a moment.

Counted on my courage too much to love you is nonsense.

I shouldn't have blamed you for this.

Because everything that I gave you, is never enough.

Everything.

-grf.