Long time no see.
It's me writing again, for you.

A quite long time has passed, just like how wind blows. There are so many thoughts in my mind and it tortures me, knowing that I don't know how to let things go, out of my mind. I realize that everything's over and I've moved on. I forgot you, but no matter how hard I try, you have that 'special' kind of thing, in which I lay my love on. No problem, I can handle it.

Things have been so much easier as I decided to accept and face the reality, the. I'm truthfully tired, physically and mentally, of thinking, and thinking and thinking. When I was thinking about our good old days, what I could remember were only the bitter memories, the. I don't know where the good ones go. However, everytime I find them in the place they are hiding, I still feel the pain. Don't ask me the reason, because it's too painful and I can't explain. --- The sky gets more cloudy but the pain in my heart is slowly being healed. The rain may haven't stopped but it has turned into raindrops.

Thank you for the past 2 years (or less). It's still you. I love you, then and now. However I can't promise you 'forever'. It's pretty long and it's pretty painful without you. Lets not walk together but lets say hi if we accidentally bump into each other someday.

Sincerely, me.