I Love You

Well, call me a fool. Call me whatever you want. Because to be honest, I really can't get you out of my mind. I had lost my feelings but suddenly you came back into my life and also bring back all of the feelings that I don't want to feel anymore.

I didn't feel the feeling I used to feel about you anymore, but you suddenly appeared and changed everything. I know you have no feelings for me, you have no intention to catch me if someday I fall. I know you don't feel the way I feel about you and I bet you don't know how much I was trying to throw away all of my feelings.

I kept on avoiding you, I tried not to look at you when you're right in front of my fucking eyes. Now, I'm dying just to get you out of my head, my mind and my heart. I'm suffering because of the unbearable pain you left. I keep feeling insecure because I'm haunted by the memories you left. I don't know where should I go. Left or right. Because all of the path I've chosen is same. There's no road that I can walk on without feeling the pain in my heart.


And lately, I kinda saw you in my dreams. I think it's due to the thought of you in my head. I don't have anyone to blame tho. The worst part is you bring the feelings back right before you're going to leave soon. You really are unpredictable. I once read a quote saying "be careful of smart guys", but stupidly I looked down on that quote and regret it now. However, somehow, I love you, the.