Here's me writing for you, again. I miss you. I miss the old you. The one who doesn't ignore me, the one who doesn't act like a stranger when he looks at me, the one who hasn't changed yet.
If I make you feel burdened because of loving you,
I'm sorry.
If I'm the one behind your tears,
I'm sorry.
If I'm the one who makes you lose your spirit,
I'm sorry.
If you hate me so much for loving you,
I'm sorry.
If it's true that loving you is a mistake,
I'm sorry.
If falling for you is a crime,
I'm sorry.
If saying you're the one is wrong,
I'm sorry.
If being exist in your life makes you hate me,
I'm sorry.
Most of all, I'm sorry for being such a shit in your life. I know how much you're trying not to meet me. How much you ignore me, how much you hate me for loving you too much.
But, do you know how much it hurts?
I mean,
When you have a crush on her,
I stay.
When you're in a relationship with her,
I stay,
When you broke up with her,
I stay,
When right now you're in love with another girl,
I still stay.
When I'm trying my hardest to forget our old memories,
you came unexpectedly and added the new one.
Then, you left me like I'm just a trash. Although I have no idea about the girl you love, I bet she's beautiful.
You don't know how much it hurts to forget you.
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