Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Say Goodbye! ✌

I'm in tears writing this. That moment was so hard for me to breathe. It's probably the worst thing that ever happened to me. To be honest, I've never cried that hard for a guy. I don't know it's a waste or it's a lesson. All I know is I have to move on. I know that it's not the first time I'm talking about moving on. I don't know that this would work or not but I think this time, I'll make it happen because my heart doesn't want you to be in it any longer. Me too. I don't want you to be a part of my life any longer. I've convinced my heart to let go. I've opened my heart for someone who is worth the fights. You know that I cried for you that moment, but you just didn't care and the fact is there's one name running in your mind right now. I can't say any words. It just hurts me extremely much and I'm just so done with it. She is my friend. I tell her almost everything about him. This is really out of my mind. Beyond my imagination. Far for my expectation. This time, I won't hurt you the way you hurt me like I always do to those who hurt me because I don't wanna be involved in any affairs with you. Like I said, it's all over. I hate you. Goodbye. Thank you for all the pains you gave me, the bad and good memories you gave me, the irreplaceable heartache you gave me. I won't care about you anymore, I won't smile at you anymore, I won't disturb your life anymore. You've got what you want, right? Have fun with that girl. Once more, I hate you. So much.

p.s: I hate your friend so much for underestimating a crying girl.

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